This is my attempt to get things out of my heart and onto something tangible.
This is my attempt at art.
This is my attempt to not screw something up gone horribly wrong.
I hate myself right now.
and i have no control over the situation.
sorry to be a downer.
ADDENDUM: I look back on this particular entry, and now realize that i wrote it while i was very very upset, and i tend to say things that i don't really mean when i am upset. It's something i kind of need to work on, and am actively working on making myself better about, but it's hard because according to a bunch of my friends i have "a way with words" when i'm upset or angry. Things were made better yesterday/last night/this morning by good people, whom, i now realize, will always be there for me.
Also, i do not hate myself, contrary to what is written above. everything else however, is totally true.
1 comment:
Have you named your art piece?
"Beauty from Pain" may be a little emo but that's probably what I'd call it. I'm glad you found an outlet for your feelings that didn't involve self mutilation. Bonus!
Seriously, it's cool. Thanks for leaving it embiggenable.
On a separate note, check this out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ebwF1itoLJQ
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