Maybe I'll....

Sorry for not posting in so long.
Not like anyone really reads this anyways.

But, I am having a crisis of sorts.

I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life....
I have one year of school left (it's official, we figured it out and if all goes well I will graduate on time)
But the gist is that I went to school for what I loved and wanted to know more about....and now I'm feeling like I might no longer have a future....that I just might end up working at the bank forever...because the unfortunate truth is that unless I catch a lucky break, my field does not pay much...at all.

I was offered a job in my field for this summer that I had to decline due to the low pay and the fact that I need more money than that if I'm going to pay rent next year.
So I go back to the bank.

Maybe it's too early for me to be freaking out....maybe I'm freaking out about nothing.

At least there is career counseling here unlike at my former school, so maybe I have some chance.

I just don't know.

And that's what bothers me the most.